Finally....am got the much awaited treat for myself.Treat of learning the VEDAS.Since long that i wanted to,but the dominating patriarchal society never does allow girls to a part of the VEDA world....anyway for this i owe a BIG THANKS to my college for arranging such a program.Always wanted to know THE ETERNAL LIVING BEING...whats the cosmos?.....what are forces around us? whats it to life that makes all these studying important?why do we feel the way we feel? why have bonds?why have relationships?whats the TRUTH they talk of? whats that ONE knowledge thats got everything?what are thoughts? what are dreams? Who's God?If appearance and personality is nothing then why does it enjoy the royalty its bestowed? Whats pain? Why crave for happiness?Why pray? Why think of money as a source to any and every pleasure in life?If its only pleasure....what is pleasure?? what is it to be Happy? can we always be happy? is there nothing more than that? Is it the ultimate? If we know doing something might leave us unhappy at some point of our life then why do we continue doing it?Why do we cry about the people who parted us and gone to another world? whats after death? is there a heaven or a hell? is it just story?why do we love?whats the detachment they talk of? can we ever do it in practice?whats change? why does EVERYTHING change? why does everyone change? is change inevitable? whats the purpose of life? what am I to do? does my existence make a difference? am i necessary? does it make anything worthwhile? finally WHO AM I?......
So many questions!!!! so much to know about life than just work,make money,enjoy,cook,eat........its nothing very philosophical but things very subtle....things that are not often but always overlooked.Maybe it is necessary.....maybe not for sustainance....the chanting of VEDAS does induce the vibrations....it makes something around...makes me feel like there r things and forces around me.....something like spirits.But with everything positive....makes me energetic and tired all at once...but yes...loooooooooooooong way to go!
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so bloggin more often aye...kollaaam...wish i could catch up with my blog as well...it is lying there somewhere...cobwebs and all :(
Sometimes asking questions is the most important step of realisations. Answers are self inspired later down in life. :)
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