Saturday, January 31, 2009

FRUSTRATED!!

Yes,am alive.
Just that i never did come here.
And am here today to get a little bit of my frustration out!
Its been 3 months that i joined work;2 months of which went with the training;and,now,for the past one month,i've been jobless with a job.I need to go just when am asked to,and thats like once a week or something.Trust me...am irritated.Not that am waiting to work or something...but i want something to occupy myself with!
One improvement is the library membership i took.Its a blessing.But,well...my rate of reading is increasing.I'm reading like one book a day.And,after finishing 4 books in a row...am getting a little tired reading.
For any commoner....am at an enviable position...job+salary+no-need-to-go-to-office+BAGALORE CITY!...T last being the focal point of attraction.But,well...thats for everybody else but me.I miss home,i miss my evening walk,i miss speaking to people...Here i see gazzilion faces..not stopping by to ask how the day was or anything..i have flatmates who r not interestedf to speak to "south-indians". Probably they have the mind-set that southies r un-touchables or something...okie..i really dont care about those phonies.But..well!! complaining about them doesnt vent my frustration anyway...Lot of friends are busy.Lot of friends have things to do..and ultimately.. there's no place to go.You might think am insane especially living in a place like this.

So what do i really want...i want to get something that would make me busy,and make me go to bed as soon as am back.I dont want hours and hours of void.
But well....how do i make that happen?
Even at the end of this ridiculous post...am still irritated!